The soul of a pisces with the heart of a dragon

It's like we're standing in two separate rooms

Talking through an open door

The walls in my room are filled with paintings

Bright, colourfull and happy

Just the way I'm feeling

Then suddenly out of the blue

The words "good night" or "sleep tight"

Or something of a similar meaning

Are uttered by him

He wants nothing more than to wish me a pleasant night

But it's like he slams the door shut in my face

Causing all my paintings to fall

Shattering against the floor

The happiness ripped apart

And I just can't believe what happened

I just stare, dumbfounded

I hadn't expected that in a milion years

I'm shocked

I hate what happened so much

I want to scream and break things

But he closed the door

He left me to fend for my own through the night

So why waste my breath?

I'm empty

There are no words left inside me

I don't want to speak anymore

Those shards of broken glass go right through my heart

The pain almost unbearable

So I cry, silently

Just for myself

And I wish with all my aching heart

That he will open the door soon again

Because I'm just to stupid to open it myself

I want him to come back on his own

Not because I was crying and screaming and begging